LOVE

LAST COUPLE OF DAYS....................

2005-01-05T01:39:35Z

Chad and jesse found my old bike im so excited and like it was on the same night my outher bike got stolen (but i got it back) work sucks but hey its a job its fun working with josh jesse and rachel they make it worth going in for but it sucks getting burnt on the grill i hate that shit tomarrows school i dont wana go but i hafta ohhh well i get to see my babe so it makes school worth going im kinda tierd of it thow THINK OF THIS we just started working anouther 48 YEARS till like we can retier AINT THAT SOME SHIT!!!!!! but ohhh well thats life get a job you love and keep it ummmm i have surgery again thursday LAST ONE im happy cant wait i havent had pain well like 2 days ago im happy i think i passed it all well later people im off to the shower MWAH love you all

OK I GOT STUFF TO SAY..........

2004-12-27T18:17:14Z

Ok so lets see christmas was good i opend presents and like went into total pain but who cares youd think i would be use to it bye now well ok im not lol but come wendsday that things GONE!!!!!!!!! YES YES YES ok i got some fitness stuff and colone stuff ok i get it i stin k and im way outa shap oh and i got new clothes and i needed that i also got a dvd player thats cool and what i needed i am curiouse as to what my dad is getting me i hope its a digetal camera cuse that be awsome or mabey an x-box or playstation 2 with ddr cuse that be tight and thats what we talked about ok so like i went into McDonalds today i filled out paper work (thats all they wanted me to come in for) and im suppose to go in tomarrow at 1 watch safty video's then i start the real thing friday at 5 oh yeah cant wait oh and katlyn its the McDonalds bye our school and your sooooooo not gana get free food LMAO cuse im an ass like that well lastnight i rode to chads house and me, him, and jesse went to gwens to play ddr it was fun at first i was in alot of pain like i mean alot but then it went away when i decided to play yeah and devin kicked my ass but oh well i know i suck lol but next time devin ill whoop all over your shit lol yeah it was fun being ovr at gwens havent like talked to her or even been around her much so it was new and kinda refreshing in a sense we got me home like 5 minutes late but it was ok i called my mom on the way and told her i was gana be late so she understood but i got threw the door and she said go to bed hmmmmm i take it im still a little kid NO but oh well i went to bed i was tierd enyways well nothin els to say but if you love me youll wish me good luck for my surgery wendsday LATER MWAH...........

MAN ITS BEEN TO LONG..........................

2004-12-21T17:01:15Z

Ok so like iv had stuff happend latly and iv also been sick form about friday till now well now im not sick just a sharp pain in my stomach but it should leave well lets see saturday night i went to the show (it was pretty good at least what i stayed for) i drove alittle that night to it was fun i also went camping (the sickness got way worse and i hurled everywhere and layed in jenny's car like till around 1 and then jesse's babey gurl took me home) i felt better in the morning and decided i should go to abilene with the guys well i felt great till i ate at mister gatties (BIG MISTAKE i threw up way more then i ate i couldnt shit at all so it was bad) when we got back in town i felt better cuse i slept all the way home in nutters van that was verrry comfy lol well we got back watched video clips on chads computer then me and jesse rode home and then monday i took laxatives and well was feelin better to go to COLEMAN but mom said no good thing she did cuse my side started to hurt but then like devin and megan wanted me to go hang out with them and i soooooooo wanted to i started to think i should sneak out my window and go have some fun but i stayed home a slept (i woulda rather to go hang with them) and today i woke up with sharp sharp pain in my side slash lower back (its still there) and this sucks cuse i have to go get a job at McDonalds hopefully they dont start me today cuse that would suck like sooooooooo bad well ya thats my life right now ohhhh EVERYONE NEEDS A MYSPACE LIKE NOW DAMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HIGHLIGHTS OF MY B-DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-12-07T23:44:29Z

-Devin says happy b-day first

-Someone calls my name in for the radio (I wana know who did that)

-I got put into a garbage can

-Gwen says happy b-day to me that was cool

-I got a kiss on the cheek from alexis

-I got a kiss from someone els

-I got a card from abbey YEAH

-HOF is open and im going later

Hmmmmmm WELL FUCK!!!!

2004-11-28T05:29:52Z

Well let me just start bye saying FUCK ok im done. well everyone warned me and everyone told me but did i listin nope i was like no your its not gana happin like that but it did and i feel like shit now but you know what i dont care i really dont so to clear up somethings i just wana say im not mad and im sorry to everyone who warned me and i told them that there wrong but i shuda listined to them i fuckin hate my life soooo much i shuda kept my ass in arizona with my dad i mean fuck what the hell did i go and bump my head why did i came back idk im so tierd of the same old shnit going on and then being bored when there is nothin to do i hate this i hate everything right now im sooo sick of high school and all life has to bring and im tellin you your gana have to start asking yourself is life worth living i mean its nothin but bull shit well im tierd and i think im about to start slurin my words *hahahah* well later i hope i go to cali. for the summer to see my big bro cuse i love him to death LATER

AND THE SURVEY SAYS.......???????

2004-11-16T00:36:28Z

Reply to the person...then post your own!

Do you...??

do you...
1. think im cute?:
2. want to kiss me?:
3. want to cuddle with me?:
4. want to hook up with me?:
5. think im smart?:

have you...
1. even met me?:
2. If not, do you want to?:

are we...
1. friends?:
2. hook ups?:
3. in a relationship?:
4. gonna have kids?:
5. in a marriage?:
6. on for tonight?:

am i...
1. smart?:
2. cute?:
3. funny?:
4. cool?:
5. stupid?:
6. intelligent?:
7. the best guy ever?:

would you...
1. hang out with me?:
2. date me?:
3. be my hook up?:
4. be my girlfriend/boyfriend?:
5. make me dinner?:

have you ever...
1. thought about me?:
2. thought there might be an "us"?;
3. thought about hookin up with me?:
4. found yourself wanting to kiss me?:
5. wished i were there?:
6. thought about asking for my number?:

are you...
1. done with this survey?:
2. happy you know me?:
3. mad at me?:
4. thinkin about me?:
5. going to repost this so that i will return the favor?:
6. planning to kill me?:
7. planning on hanging out?:
8. planning on snuggling with me?:

Ok well my day was boring and long oh well.... ok kidds not much going on here i got my hat back thanks amy i was just gana tell ya you can barrow it for a little longer cuse you looked good with it on saturday night but i just thaught never mind.... man i had a test in 5th period today man that was hard and it was open book open notes kinda made me feel stupid but there were outhers that thaught it was hard to so HA. oh and you know what some people like to eat (amy and abbey) "vanilla iceing on pretzels" WTF idk mabey its just me but thats a little weird how in the world whould a person even come up with eating somethin like that well im gana go later tater............

SO KEEP YOUR FEET ON THE GROUND........

2004-11-14T18:06:24Z

Man yesterday was boring until i went to the saints game with amy. that was a lot of fun we won 3 to 1. we just laghed like the whole time it was great and her dad was pretty cool. we ran into chads mom there. im a loser i had amy walk with me twice like around the building just for a drinking fountin haha but we needed to walk cuse are butts were getting numb lol. we ran into this girl named cinnamon (or something like that) but her name should have been bitter pork hahaha ya her and her friend were like everywere it was funny cuse they were cumming up the steps amy and i slid back in are seats like we were hiding it was funny. yeah well it was a great night and i had lots of fun with her. ummm when i got home i was suppose to call chad and go hang out with him but my mom says i can only go out till 12 so it wasent worth it so i stayed home got on the computer then went to bed....

well this morning isnt going to good actually it sucks really bad i found somethin out that i really didnt feel like knowing at all but i guess thats how it goes right..... and now i have to the big man thing and be the better man lol its sooooo gay i hate my life soooo bad im stupid, i suck at school, im not all that good on a bike, im lazy, i cant get a job, i dont have a license, i have a frikin bed time, i have chores to do everyday, i hold back when it come to girls, i dont have a best friend that lives in this town (a good friend but not a best), i miss my dad sooo much, i miss my older brother a halla lot, i never get the girl i want, im a great friend but at my expence, man i just dont know what to do eny more im tierd of all this stuff if i can have one thing back it would be last year when nothing matter and i didnt have this sick feeling in my stomach all the time when everything was going good and it felt like i was on top of the world but now im slippin and the universe is a LONG way down. i just wana sleep at least in there everything happens that i want to happin. later i know anouther emo momment god im so gay.............

IM WALKING DOWN THE STARS........AND A NEW QUIZ THINGY

2004-11-13T19:52:07Z

I put a gun to my head
Contiplating weather im dead
Feel a pulse, hit me in the head,
Jump start me from this nightmare
In wich i live, surrounded by images
Weighed bye feelings, emotions cured by
Scares in wich this gun created but id
Like to go back and change everything
In the order of events that accured to make
This start up, in wich i have this gun to
My head, stop me, hold me, before i pull the
Triger then im dead..............

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I JUST WANT TO TALK......AND ITS OK FOR ME TO BE MAD......

2004-11-13T00:12:51Z

Ok im gana talk and im gana say what i want to say (readers dont post nothin dont say nothin i just wana say what i wana say) man i love my mom to death dont get me wrong but sometimes i just dont understand whats going on one second shes all nice and were getting along then the horns come out im tierd of it my mom yells when i dont do something to her likeing or to her espectatshions and you know what im sorry but i do do it to the best i can or when i dont get grades that she wants me to im sorry but i struggle and she dosent help when she yells or takes things away from me or when i get in trouble like the driking thing i know i let her down but i said id stop and i have just like when i told her i stoped smoking weed guess what i have i havent smoked it seince 9th grade i stoped the day i told her i would idk mabey im just stupid and i dont see threw her eyes but then again she dosent see threw my eyes even know she has been my age and been there done that she was never me i feel like im on a chain sometimes and i talk to outher kids and there like man you have a bed time man you have to be in at that time on the weekdays (and these are kids younger then me) and my mom just says its because there parents might not care as much as she does but its just not how it feels to me i want to be out there hanging out and having fun and it sucks when shes like be home at this time and im like awww man ok fine and im ok with the fact that i dont do enything on the weekdays (but id like to i just dont have time) but i would like to have the weekends out all the time and when i say ill stop doing something ill stop and i thaught i already served my time with being grounded for like 2 months i waited that long and i know she feels she cant trust me but im almost 17 and she is gana have to trust me to make dicishions on my own because come 18 i am out ASAP and then she is gana be like awww man its better if she starts to kinda ease up and theres anouther thing i want to so i hate how i have no comunication with her but thats were i feel comftorbole i mean she can pretty much see whatever i do i mean she lisions to my conversashions on the phone (not all of them but she has i know) and she reads whatever i type (that means she is prolly gana read this dang)she also dosent want me to be on here talking all the day but its like a substitute for the phone but she will come on here and play bingo all day long and not think twice well im a gana go...........

I STEAL THINGS FROM PEOPLES LJ'S.........HAHAHAHA

2004-11-12T22:46:16Z

***Survey***

***Am I:***
1. ugly?
2. kind?
3. quiet?
4. loud?
5. shy?
6. weird?
7. selfish?
8. rocker
9. crazy?
10. hot?
11. cute?
12. pretty?
13. y?
14. nice?
15. mean?
16. immature?
17. rude?
18. cool?
19. brat?
20. stupid?
21. caring?
22. mature?
23. a friend?
24. more than a friend?
25. talkative?
26. boring?
27. beautiful?
28. creative?
29. smart?
30. a flirt?
31. trendy?
32. a psycho?
33. athletic?
34. confusing?
35. sweet?
36. mood swings?
37. attractive?
38. annoying?
39. funny?
40. hyper?
41. laid back?
42. perfect?

*****WOULD YOU...*****
Hug me?:
Miss me if I was gone?:
Listen to my problems?:
Hug me if I cried?:
Be a good friend?:
Do me:

*****WOULD YOU...*****
Ever go out with me?:
If you already have would you do it again?:
Kiss me?:
Have rough sex with me?
Marry me if you could?:

*****IF YOU COULD*****
Give me a new name, what would it be and why?:
Hook me up with someone (real), who would it be and why?:
Do one thing with me what would it be and why?:

*****JUST A FEW QUESTIONS*****
What do you love about me?:
What do you hate about me?:
What is my best quality?:
If you could change one thing about me what would it be?:
What is your honest opinion about me?

2 THINGS......

2004-11-12T03:25:18Z

Let me devalue all thats inside you. You're more punk, hardcore, mod, straightedge, emo, indie than me. Your hair is cooler, your pants are tighter, you have more tattoos. You have cooler pins on your messenger bag and your favorite band is more obscure than mine. Your shoes are more vintage and so is your t-shirt. You own more black clothes than me. I don't even own a trucker cap OR a denim jacket. Your glasses are thicker and blacker than mine, the plugs in your ears are bigger. You know more people in bands and your black jelly bracelets are the envy of scenesters everywhere. Your hair is shorter and your makeup bolder. Your photography is blacker and whiter, your Makeoutclub profile is wittier, and you have much better soul records. Your tie is whiter, or redder, or blacker. Your face is more hidden in your myspace pictures. Your scene points are double, perhaps triple, mine. Because, as we all know, that's what really matters.

my pokemon bring all the nerds to the yard and there like, do you wanna trade cards, damn right, lets trade some cards, ill trade you, but not my charizard.

WELL GNIGHT AND SWEET DREAMS PEOPLE.........

UPDATE.....

2004-11-11T01:56:17Z

-- got in a fight that resulted in a black eye (for me)

-- got space on www.myspace.com cuse nutter said to

-- friday is national makeout day so kiss up people

-- shea has my doctor perscribed medicine (gata get that)

-- im makings friends with raule thats pretty cool

-- i have cattv

-- i wana get into swimming next semmester

-- rachel got a boyfriend finally its about time

-- im trying for a job

-- i almost landed a 360 so close

-- tomarrows pep rally so bound to be fun

-- LATER

kenbo_squareone @ 2004-11-07T19:36:00

2004-11-08T03:01:44Z

001) What time are you starting this?: 7:57pm
002) Name?: kenny goodson
003) Date of birth?: 12-7-87
004) Sex?: male
005) Height?: 5'7
006) Eye color?: brown
007) Weight?: 150
008) Location?: San Angelo, TX
009) Where were you born?: Los Angeles
012) Do you have crush on someone?: yeah
013) Do you have a bf/gf?: no sir
016) What are you wearing right now?: pants, shirt, socks, shoes, boxers, wrist band
017) Would you have sex before marriage?: yepp but the way im going it wont happen
018) Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?: not a crush i thaught one was hott it was a teachers aid thow and i was in 6th grade
019) Are you a virgin?: yes and i can say it with pride fool
020) Do you smoke?: nope
021) Do you drink?: kinda stoped thow
022) Are you ghetto?: hell no im white
023) Are you a player?: no
024) What are your favorite colors?: maroon, black, and dark green
025) What is your favorite animal?: i would have to go with a hiena
026) Do you have any birthmarks?: yepp right above my belly button
027) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: many times
028) Who are your best friends?: its hard to tell these days i would like to say gwen but idk the one i do know thow is travis will always be my best friend
029) Have you ever beat someone up?: yes many times
030) Who do you talk to most on the phone?: travis, gwen or dad
031) Have you ever been slapped?: hahaha hell yes
032) Do you get online a lot?: yeah but im always just sitting here board
033) Are you shy or outgoing?: way too outgoing (not in the gay way)
034) Do you shower?: idk do i stink..lol yeah everyday
035) Do you hate school?: who dosent its a bunch of bull shit
036) Do you have a social life?: a little one but one in deed
037) How easily do you trust people?: fully trust almost never i do have some i do thow
038) Have you ever lied to your bestfriends?: yepp
039) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: i have a big secret but i think pretty much everyone knows it
040) Would you ever sky dive?: yes i mean come on its kenny you talking to
041) Do you like to dance?: yes verry much so
071) Have you ever been suspended from school?: yes many times
071) Do you want to get out of your hometown?: idk im not living there
072) Are you spoiled?: hell no
073) Are you a brat?: i hope not cuse that would be girly
074) Have you ever been dumped?: yes
075) Have you ever gotten high?: yes like back in the 9th grade
076) What's your favorite soft drink?: root beer i guess
077) Do you like Snapple?: no dont drink it enough
078) Do you drink a lot of water?: enough water
079) What toothpaste do you use?: w/e my mom buys
080) Do you have a cell phone or pager?: nope
081) Do you have a curfew?: nope but i have a bed time lol
082) Who do you look up to?: no one because no ones ever been there to look up to
083) Are you a role model?: i better be damit lol
085) What name brand do you wear the most?: idk
086) What kind of jewelry do you wear?: none
087) What do you have pierced?: nothing i did have my ears pierced in 8th grade
088) What do you want pierced?: my bottom lip thats it
089) Do you like taking pictures?: yes i do
090) Do you like getting your picture taken?: hahaha anytime
091) Do you have a tan?: i had an awsome tan during the summer but no more
092) Do you get annoyed easily?: no i guess anger manegment classes really helped
093) Have you ever started a rumor?: i hope not im sorry if i did
094) Do you have your own phone/phone line?: hell no
095) Do you have your own pool?: i wish
096) Do you have any siblings?: MANY!!!!
097) Do you prefer boxers or briefs?: idk i weak both
098) Have you ever been played?: yes
099) Have you ever played anyone?: if bye played you mean cheated yes and i regret it everyday (no exaggeration there)
100) Do you get along with your parents?: no i do with my dad thow
102) How do you vent your anger?: idk i try not to have anger
103) Have you ever ran away?: yes it was gay and we got picked up bye the cops that night lol it was soooo gay lol
104) Have you ever been fired from a job?: nope
105) Do you even have a job?: i did at McDonalds
106) Do you daydream a lot?: yes i daydream hahaha i fantisize to did ya wana know that lol
107) Do you have a lot of exes?: not really
108) Do you run your mouth?: yes but only when i know i can back it up or when the guy is pissing me off
109) What do you want a tattoo of?: idk yet but i know i want one
110) What do you have a tattoo of?: nothing
111) What are your favorite flowers?: a rose
113) What does your most recent crush look like?: like an angel
116) Are you rude?: i can be i guess im a little bit of a pain in the butt
117) What was the last compliment you received?: that i look like a movie star
118) Do you like getting dirty?: idk who am i trying to impress
119) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie?: deffenitly innie my little brothers is an outie lol
120) Are you flexible?: no i leave that to the girl lol jp
121) What is your heritage?: italian
122) What is your lucky number?: i dont have one
123) What does your hair look like right now?: gay and brown i think its two flat
124) Could you ever be a vegetarian?: yes actually i was thinking about becoming one last night
125) When was your last heartbreak?: this year not two long ago but i guess i just broke my own heart
126) Describe your looks?: idk not that cute but i try lol
127) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?: black or red
128) Would you ever date someone younger than you?: hahaha i have and im not afraid to do it again
129) Would you ever date someone older than you?: i have so i belive thats a yes
130) When was the last time you were drunk?: i cant remmember lol
132) Would you rather give or receive oral sex?: idk lets just get to the sex part
135) Have you ever had an eating disorder?: yes for a short time thow
136) Do you have one now?: no
137) How many rings until you answer the phone?: two but one for that special someone
138) Have you ever been skinnydipping?: hahaha OMG yes so many times its fun
139) If yes, when was the last time?: last time everyone went to the lake lol
141) Do you cry a lot?: no but iv been known to let it out
142) Do you ever cry to get your way?: hell no what type of question is that
147) What do you like most about your body?: i have muscular arms
150) When was the last time you threw up?: like two months ago
151) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: idk i guess brunettes i tend to like darker colores with girl unless its ashley simpson she should have stayed blond but she is still hott
152) What do the shoes you last wore look like?: umm like black shoes
155) Is your best friend a virgin?: nope
156) What color are your underwear right now?: blue checkerd
157) What theme does your room have?: umm halloween lol how the hell am i suppose to know
160) What size shoe do you wear?: 9 1/5
161) What jewelry are you wearing now?: none
163) Would you pick a wedgie in public?: yes why wait
165) When was the last time you were at a party?: last night
166) Have you ever given a lapdance?: yes i have
167) What do you sleep in?: nothing or sometimes just boxers
168) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: yes and there so gay little stuff about me and gwen and then things about me smoking pot i guess its kinda my falt i prolly give off the impreshion or something
169) What is one of your bad qualities?: i just say whats off the top of my head no matter how stupid it sounds
170) What is one of your good qualities?: people can trust me with anything and know that i will help them the best i can while keeping it a secret those of you who know
171) Would you marry for money?: no i mean it sounds good but i couldnt do that
172) What do you drive?: a bus lol nothing unless its my friends vehicles
173) Have you ever given or received roadhead?: what the hell is roadhead? if anyone knows please tell me
174) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child?: i live with my mom but im more of a dads boy idk how that works thow
176) What's your favorite livejournal to read?: hahaha umm idk i guess i find me more likely in gwens
177) When was the last time you cried in school?: last year and gwen chewed out the sub for me man i miss that closeness
178) Do you wear Chucks?: hell no there all gay
179) For two million dollars, would you pose for Playboy?: yeah if i were a girl
180) What time did you finish this?: fucking 8:59pm

...SO SORE YET WANTING HER SO MUCH MORE...

2004-11-07T23:08:00Z

Ok im back from odessa man it was fun so im gana tell ya all about it me and chad left for nutters house in odessa on the way chad pretended to draw on me when i fell asleep and we filmed the sun going down damn the clouds were so awsome we got to nutters when it was dark (so no riding) we hung there for about 10 minutes then it was off to a hardcore show that was said to be bad ass we got there and it was at a bar but we were aloud in it cost 5 bucks well worth it i never had that much fun at a hardcore show man they were so cool lets see i hung out with some of the band members and one of them baught me water and when he was singing he walked up to me and i screamd my heart out it was awsome i also was like standing with him singing it was just awsome lets see i met like a ton of people oh and holy shit i was standing and i saw terry man i havent seen that boy in 2 years and he just randomly appears we talk about the good old football days and stuff it was cool umm there was a skanky hooker gurl who was crazy like that was funny nutter threw a rock at her head she turned around and there was no one there and like at the top of her loungs screamd ASS HOLE!!! it was so funny (but still mean) umm there was alot of hardcore hotties but i was really into this like emo girl who had a star bye her left eye oh god she was so cute well after the show we decidid we were hungry so we dicidid to go to this girl abbeys house (she was having a party) to eat her food cuse we figured she whould be two wasted to care (i know were mean) we went there she wasent wasted but we ate her food anyway and she was cool with it it was a big house two and her dog wasent a dog it was a over grown sheep hahahaha oh and one thing i will be giving away in my WILL is my verginity lol hahahaha that was a funny thing last night well after the party we left for i-hop man that was fun to the hardcore boys of that town were there and we were hangin around and some people came in and were singing happy birthday so we sang with them and like eveyone on that side of the building did happy birthday to like 5 diffrent people it was funny then we were about to leave and i got on the intercome and was saying la migra is here, la migra is her (la migra means border patrol)and then we left and crashed at nutter in the morning i woke up to chad pulling the pellow out from under my head he thinks he is funny then he got attacked bye nutters little dog it was barking so much at him and we herd people waking up so chad sat next to me and pretended to be asleep while i was sitting there wide awake he was trying to play it off like i got the dog to start barking but no it was just nutters little sister waking up well i went and woke up nutter we got ready and went to some guys ramps those were fun it was a box-hip-quarter set up verry fun but i only jumped the box well we left there and went to mcdonalds there i got 2 McChickins and 2 apple pies and it was ..good.. we from there we split up from nutter and he left for home and then we left for the skatepark in midland on the way out of town that place was fun but so scary because it was like 9 feet high transition i almost crashed a bunch of times in there crazzy bowl well i had to be home bye 3pm so we left after riding there for like 15 minutes but it has been a great weekend and im just gana chill at home for the rest of the day unless someone calls me and wants to do something my mom still is not home she wont be home till midnight oh and can you belive it i left my doctor medicine stuff at nutters house man im pissed off at that and my moms gana yell at me watch i hope i get free refills thow ok well im gana go because im tierd but im gana leave you with a question "why is it that you want to be so close to someone who makes you feel like they want nothing to do with you?"

....TERRIBLE-SHREDDER....

2004-11-06T16:14:29Z

Man you dont know how much you miss something until its gone and im saying that in general well last night i did some chores then i got chad to pick me and and help me throw together a bike and we did so now im back to rideing yessss i am so happy i look at this like its my last chance to live but im still gana look for a job man i was watching this video part that chad put together for joseph pedilla it was awsome i was amazed i thaught it was absolutly great well me, chad, charlie, zach, kadin, shea, andrew, micheal, amyee, cindy, brittina and mel all hung out in HEB's parking lot it was fun we were riding, talking, playing jokes it was verry good to get out of the house but thats all we did and everyone left at like 12:30 i think me and chad are going to odessa today and are going to stay over night at nutters house my mom is out of town at some bingo thing (so gay) so i have the house to myself until i leave and my moms friend is going to be checking on the house making sure im not throwing any partys (wink wink jp) here and yeah i would never throw a party here i KNOW my friends lol yeah well i guess ill update tomarrow when i get back well if we go but i belive we are so later..........

-THE SHADOW CONSPIRACY-

2004-11-04T23:57:42Z

Today was good we played sherades or something like that in cattv it was fun and then my boy blair came in dang man i miss that boy we talk every now and then well the weekend is comeing up cant wait cuse it just means theres no school i think i am going to have a head ach man i was hyper today i went this way i went that way lol yeah i was throwing paper balls at andrew today he thaught it was fun getting hit bye hard tape paper balls i thaught it was funny how much i was missing thow ummm abbey had a spase attack today before 5th umm theres this really hott a** girl in my 3rd and 5th period but i think she has a boyfriend oh well ok well i think thats it boys and girls later..............

IM NOT OK WITH YOU ACTIN THIS WAY.........

2004-11-04T00:11:36Z

Ok well today was funny umm lets see EmpireBmx Presents:
The 3rd RampRanch Pro/Am Jam
Sunday Feb. 27th 2005 yeah so i need a bike like now cuse im gana enter yet for the second time and this time im bringing the gold home for all the bikers in san angelo lol yeah i wish there alot of good riders that go there and last year i only got 9th out of 18 so this year im hopin to improve but this is all in thorey that i get a bike soon umm ok onto the today topic i got really mad in cattv and hit the metal door yeah im smart my knuckels are all brused now but idk i was mad i had a nice conversation with tara man that kiddo is cool oh woooohoooo got an e-mail from my brother god i miss him sooooo much he needs to come down and see me that basterd man theres these kids on the bus i think there wird like one of them says my name is stevin and he says it with a lisp i dont like that and they play these weird hand games oh yeah and katlyen rides my bus so that makes it weird cuse she is weird umm im gana go watch smallville so later people leave some love by giving me a hug........

FOCUS ON LIGHT THAT BLEEDS WITH TONIGHT........

2004-11-03T02:02:08Z

Ok all and all today was clean and fresh really cold but idk im always without a hoodie umm lets see charlie drew this really funny picture of chad in like a low-rider truck it was so funny ummm iv tried to do a butt weld like a million times i cant see to score higher then a 60 on it but tomarrows a new day. Its weird but people still ask me if i like gwen like someone did today idk why i mean do i give off the impreshion that i do or somethin i dont get it.... today english was soooo easy and she all was mean before class started and was acting like it was gana be hard i thaught it was all common sense oh i swear to god if i go into cattv class and find out john paul changed my screen name i am going to fight him no joke im tierd of the way he plays around im really trying to stop acting so stupid and now i see why so many people say that im stupid but im kenny im aloud and no one els well-goll-e-willeckers i feel like i wright alot i was all out of it today idk why i think i was thinking about something but obviously it wasnt important because iv forgotin what i was thinking about or mabey i just wont say (mistery) oh ok the funny thing of the day happend right after 5th i was going to luch and decided to make a funny face and like jerk my head towords the glass to a friend in the class well i did it once and then went to do it again and i hit my head really hard it was so funny because i didnt plan on that happening and like i saw some kids jump and the teacher get mad so i ran so yeah that was the funny thing of the day oh and i found out the outher day that i like my chemical romance lol ok well im done talking about me now what about you....................?

I DID A QUIZ!!!!

2004-11-01T00:56:10Z

Your Inner Gangsta by crash_and_burn

What is yo name?

Yo gangsta name be

Shazam, the Man

You ride around in a

1964 Chevy Impala

Yo gang

The Yakuza

Yo shoes be

K-Mart Brand Tennis Shoes

Yo dubs be dis big, fool

4,433

How much money you got?

$4.0759769891053e+26

How gangsta are you, bitch?: 12%

Quiz created with MemeGen!

WATCH YOUR MOUTH, HOLD YOUR TOUNGE....

2004-10-31T06:40:54Z

So ok the run down of tonight i did nothin threw out the day called chad after it stoped raining i walked the long way hopeing yo see my bike no luck i got to chads house we hung around me, chad, iseaha we watched SAW that movie is so freakin scary a** weird i liked it alot it was hard to watch with starting it over and everyone running threw the house also easton stealin my seat but all in all it was a great movie and i highly recammend that people should watch it after words i just walked around and hung out justin tried to give me a shot but guess what i didnt take it wow i feel good i said no to alchohol then i ran all the way home non stop it took me 5 minutes (i live a mile away) i also almost got hit on the main street but i dogged it i also almost droped the cell phone that was timeing me but i cought it well people i think im gana get off this thing cuse life goes on and this thing is only for a little while so bye.......

OFF GROUNDED!!!!!!!!!

2004-10-30T20:21:26Z

Ok last night was fun i found myself way to close to ashley and thats just not where i wana go well dancing was fun there was this girl with whittny (idk how to spell her name its katlyns friend) and i thaught she was pritty hott it was funny cuse she was saying how she wanted to dance in the circle two but she couldnt dance like that and emily was talking to me out side and telling me how she has been practicing the whole hardcore dancing thing and she two wanted to go in the circle but she cant on account of her back not being fully heald up umm nothin els really happend i had to be home bye 12 so i got a ride from megan and was home like before 11 but oh i took a shower then went to bed that was my night later........

IM PISSED OFF

2004-10-24T00:06:03Z

Man oh man am i gana kill the person who stole my bike he grew balls walked into my garage and took it and well if i find him im gana kill him so everyone keep your eyes open for my bike its dark blue find it call me up so um well im still grounded mommy just let me on for an hour times almost up thow so ill tell you what els is up grades are great never been this high before so i feel smart and i like it so dont bring me down um i like the new song breakdown by breaking benjamin it remindes me of somethin but idk what um i finally found out what career i want to pursue im going to be a video editor i thaught about it and finally said you know what thats what im gana do so thats what im a gana do i think im gana go to college in mesa called MCC Mesa Community College yeah so i can get out of this town.
So ya i gata go peace out hope thing work out for the best in my life and for everyones els's

WOOOHOOOO IM ON!!!!!

2004-10-10T05:44:26Z

Ok well its been awhile i have been grounded and still am as of this time i got to go out thow i went to the mall with chad, blake, charlie, and jesse oh and then ladone (idk how to spell her name) showed up we left i touched some dirty dirty car and just when i was about to wright something on it the owners were like "oh ya its really dirty right...blah....blah..blah" and then they left we went to wallmart where jesse baught a tube and chad bought some blank cds me and chad left and went to the hang out place im gana still call it the hanger cuse i cant spell the name of it lol there me and justin gibson decided to chang cranks and i fixed my headset well sort of and now i ride left side drive!!!! yeah i know i finally accomplished my dream lol when i went to go get blake so he could help justin take off a pedal i found myself hardcore dancing and actually i was doing it right for once in my life and it was awsome umm i saw easton man i love that guy i havent seen him in awhile with that whole carver thingy i rode a little and it felt great i rode home and on the way i made a hardcore song but im not at liberty to sing it cuse everyone will prolly say it sucks but i like it ummmm well i got over stuff im figuring out more and more about who i am I LOVE A CERTAIN SOMEONE (not going to tell who) mabey something will happen between me and her well im hopeing something will i am looking for a job but not finding but i will and soon oh oh i wrote something for the special someone her it is:
"I drink in every move of your lean, perfect body, the way your gourgeous eyes seem to glow from a special light within"
Ya well i think its good umm i think thats about it im gana go watch the punisher take some tylynol pm because they make ya feel sleepy and i have a head ach and i need to sleep well later peace out NIGERS!!!!!!!!!!!

Taking Back Sunday --- This Photograph Is Proof (I Know I Know)

2004-09-15T22:54:08Z

Well, i'll wait till you listen
I wont say a word
to follow your instincts
just never worked for me
your silent but strong, (yeah, I'm playing that card)
and your noticing nothing again

Now I'm lying on the table
with everything you said
keeping mind the way that it felt
when the most I could do was to just blame myself

(yeah, I'm playing that card)
when the most I could do was to just blame myself
and I know you know, everything
I know you didnt mean it
I know you didnt mean it

I know you know, everything (drop everything)
I know you didn't mean it (start it all over)
I know you didn't mean it (remember more then youd like to forget)

So, we're talking forever
and you almost feel better
but, betters no excuse for tonight
you see, it's never been enough
just to leave all you gave up
but, its never good enough to feel right

Now I'm lying on the table
with everything you said
it will all catch up eventually
well, it caught up and honestly

RUFF TIMES!!!!!

2004-09-15T21:55:33Z

ya ok so last night didnt end all to well but for those of you who know know and those of you who dont dont ok well today was sad and im still sad man today was hot no shower for me and i had a good talk with sara mathis man i love that girl she has been soooo good to me ever seince we met and its awsome thanks girl o ya and john paul took a picture of what looks like my pp but its not its my belt lol ummm nothin much have to fill out some applications prolly gana try and fix my bike hope fully nothin bad go's down tonight katleyn is awsome oo i stayed at chads house last night and while i was trying to sleep there was this song playing over and over it was so annoying but thanks chad, blake, and chads mother you guys are so good to me two well peace out DAWGS............